Friday, July 4, 2008

First Love Never Die..(It's not True)

First time i Fall in Love when i was 16 yrs. old. It made me rebelious especially to my parents.I did not follow what they told me.For me they wrong and I'm right.All I want is to be with the one that I love..My relationship wiht that guy lasts until I celebrated my 18th bday..
But one day, I woke up that I did'nt love that guy.He was my first love.As in I love him very much..But my feelings for him vanished. I did'nt know the reason, i just feel that. So i decided to end our relationship.
after one month, i met another guy.Once again i fall in love with him.He courted me and i answered him..
My friends asked me if i already forgot my ex..I told them YES., but they did'nt believe me bcoz for them first love never dies..For me its not true. " It's up to you if you will not believe me".



TRUE FRIENDS FOREVER

Written with a pen

Sealed with a kiss

If you are my friend,

Please answer this:

Are we friends or are we not?

You told me once, but I forgot.

So tell me now and tell me true,

So I can say, I am here for you.

Of all the friends I've ever met,

You're the one I won't forget.

And if I die before you do,

I'll go to Heaven


Why???Why???Why???

why do you hate me so much? ,
what have i done?
you ended it,
how am i evil?
why cant i be happy? ?
i feel that you dont want me to be happy,
it aint my fault im happy,
wouldn't you be if you were winning a competition?

who said i never loved you?
cuz i never said that,
aint i alloud to look in the same direction as you are standing?
if its over between us why do you care who i talk to,
who i have a laugh with,
whether im happy or sad.
why do you waste ink on me?

if you hate me so much,
whats the point in me coming up to you,
it aint gonna change anythin,
you have already made up your mind,

why does what i do matter to you?
cuz apparently im just a evil 2 faced cow,
who doesn't matter,
n who everyone hates,

whats the point in me being here if every1 hates me?
bet no1 can answer that.

why cant people just leave me alone?
or understand me?
all i want is for someone 2 understand what im going through.
but i cant even have that.